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A_Bohemian_Rose
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Friday, April 07, 2006

the woodpecker metality

there's a woodpecker pounding
away up in my neighbor's tree
and i got to thinking
that's not the life God meant for you and me
if only we would let Him in
He'd set us free

why try to hide
from the one who made us
why let troubles and fears rule
and cause such a fuss
what we need to do is break down
and finally just discuss

we need to stop going our own way
and beating our heads against the wall
and let God help us out
once and for all
i know i can't beat this on my own
i've tried, and all i do is fall

Lord, sweet savior, take my hand
pull me back onto my feet
hold me close to You
and my troubles we'll defeat
and i'll remain Yours forever
because it's You who make me complete

bohorose

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♥not who i used to be♥

I used to be able to smile
and it wasn't a lie
i used to be able to laugh
much more than i cried
i used to be able to love
but i'm broken inside
i used to be so open
but now i want to hide

who am i now?
how did i become this girl
i want to be happy again!

and you said i'm hurting you
i'm making this so hard on you
i don't want to be this way!

i don't want to hurt anyone
but it can't be avoided
i keep getting myself in trouble

i want to be happy
believe me i've tried
but the depression is growing
from hurts deep inside
it's like i'm bound
and my hands are tied
i try to break free
as my emotions chide

i just want to disapear
i don't want to face tomorrow
i can't even face today

my rose colored glassed are cracked
and my heart is breaking
why can't i beat this fear?

i'm not strong enough
i can't take it, i can't
i'm hurting the ones i love

i'm gonna be me again
i'm gonna remember how to smile
it's gonna take some doing though
cuz it's been such a long while
i'm getting help, taking conrtol
these wayward emotions will be filed
because i never wanted to bring you down,
and huney, your worth my while.

a bohemian rose

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

From a Bride With Tears in Her Eyes

It seems too soon to say good-bye

And I know you hate for me to cry

But I wasn't ready for you to die

And right now I'm feeling broken

Like not enough words were spoken

But all my memories are my token

Watching you talk flamboyantly with your hands

Building spectacular castles in Pine Island sand

And later in life, discussing my future plans

And no, I won't let you fade away

I'll remember all the things you had to say

And I'll miss you dearly on my special day!

But for now, I can't help being upset

Mulling over all the things I regret

But I know, abuela, I'm forever in your debt

And from now 'til I meet you in Heaven, I'll never forget

I love you Grandma Hilda,

Your Bohemian Rose

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Friday, March 10, 2006

§ tears of a rose §

you hate to see me cry
but it's just something i have to do
you hold me and wipe away the tears
when i cry in front of you

you do you best to make me smile
basically whatever you can so i feel better
and you know you're doing a good job
as long as my eyes aren't getting any wetter

but sometimes the only way to get it all out
is to let all the bad ride out on a river of tears
so i just need to cry it all away
all my pain, my worries, my anger, my fears

when i really, really need to release it all
i'll let it all go and cry on the phone
you just let me cuz you can't see me
but i know that you know

it's just you can't bare to see me sad
so when you're there i shake to keep it inside
but when we're on the phone you don't see it
you hear me sniffle, but my tears don't have to hide

i know it's weird, something you don't quite get
it's just one of the girl things i can't explain
i'm just glad you can listen to me cry
otherwise i might go insane

a boho rose

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♥what it's like to love you♥

i don't think you even know
exactly how you make me feel
every love song i hear, it's like
"when did they meet us? i don't remember"

it's like the fireworks that never went away
remember when you took me to st. louis
i'd only seen it from afar, but there we were
directly under those fabulous bursts

it was like those huge booms and flashes
the first time i ever kissed you
that seemed so long ago, but i still remember
because i still get the same exact feeling

or like the first time you saw that look in my eye
when we were on the boat our first summer
i still wasn't sure about you at all
but there's no way i could hide the fire in my eyes

it's been a year now and i'm still reaching for your hand
i still close my eyes so tight when you kiss me
my heart still skips a beat when i hear your ringer
and i still melt into you when you hold me close

i'm filled with all these fears people have left me with
i just keep waiting and waiting for you to let me down
i know in my heart that you won't
but then i think, should i make you wait another year?

if i make you wait one more year, then you'll decide
you'll realize that you hate everything about me
and that you never loved me at all, what were you thinking?
you'll find someone better who isn't a total nut job...

but when i say things like that to you, you just laugh
"you're being silly" you say, "how can you think that"
i know i'm nuts, but i've excepted that, i can't change it
i'm your little "squirrel girl" and i'm overjoyed you love me

i'm a walking talking contradiction, it's true
i'm a free-spirit, but my spirit's tied down by my past
i'm terrified to love, trust, and all those things normal people do
but you just keep loving me anyway

you don't give-up on me
you accept me for who i am
you take me where i'm at
you set me free from my past

i don't worry about you leaving, at least not seriously
i know you, i know you couldn't ever
you're too damn subborn
if i bet you won't stay, you'd stay twice as long

and all i can do is smile
grab you hand, pull you close, and kiss you
open my heart, let you in, and trust you
you add sunshine, yeah, that's what it's like

a boho rose

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